I’ve known since after high school that I’m an extrovert. Until then I thought I was an introvert, but that’s just cuz I’m shy and socially anxious
But I very much am an extrovert. And only recently did I realize that I do just want to hang out with friends every single day.
No wonder I was so depressed when I was like never hanging out with people lol
I also have realized that I do my best work when its a social thing. When I’m doing stuff solo I have no motivation to finish anything and my ADHD gets the better of me. But when I’m working with someone it helps keep me accountable, it gives me instant gratification, and it makes it a social thing which makes it 100% funner. That’s why I’ve been able to stick to stream for so long (that and cuz I love interacting with my fans <3)
I think in the long run this is probably going to influence what I choose to work on as far as like rq stuff goes. For instance, I haven’t really written to my blog in a while, but I have been submitting articles to paederos, which isn’t quite a social thing, but it feels better to be working with others and not just doing everything on my own
Id love to branch out more and work with the community on stuff ^^ maybe that’s what I need to do to focus more on music, or try my hand at voice acting, or what have you
Though as I’ve said before I do vastly prefer to do stuff in-person. Would be fun to work on like activism stuff with friends, or do jam sessions, or what have you
